My relationship with art began in early childhood. I started drawing at the age of five and spent nearly every weekend throughout my primary school years immersed in art classes. These formative experiences not only nurtured my creativity but also brought meaningful encouragement. One of my earliest memories is having my illustration published in the widely-loved Mickey Mouse magazine when I was in third grade. My mother proudly shared that issue with her colleagues—a moment that remains dear to me.

Art education, however, looked very different nearly three decades ago. Methods were rigid and traditional, and many children were introduced to techniques like strict pencil sketching far too early. Looking back, the structure was outdated and often stifled genuine expression. By middle school, for a variety of reasons, I slowly stepped away from drawing.

Financial considerations, along with social attitudes that dismissed art as a path for students who struggled academically, eventually led me to abandon the idea of pursuing art seriously.

I later enrolled in a management program at an ordinary university, but by my sophomore year, I found myself disillusioned and unfulfilled. During that period, I gravitated toward psychology, philosophy, and religion—subjects that helped me explore identity and purpose, even if others found my curiosity unconventional.

A turning point came when I read Van Gogh’s biography. I resonated deeply with his early struggles and the solace he found in creating art. His commitment to portraying ordinary workers, despite prevailing artistic trends, reminded me that art’s value is not defined by convention but by authenticity.

Years later, after working professionally, my unresolved regret about leaving art behind led me to pursue a full-time master’s degree in Fine Arts. Yet, like many adults balancing responsibility with aspiration, I often felt caught between practicality and idealism. Over time, I lost touch with the quieter, truer version of myself.

Today, I am returning to that person. I have always been drawn to calm, gentle environments. I aspire to write with softness, to create artwork that heals, and to embody a presence that is both compassionate and resilient. These intentions now guide my creative work and my personal journey.